Indiana / California
Skateboarder / Musician
I like trying to stay positive; life's to short to be pissed off all the time.
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It’s obvious to me that I’m not happy anymore, and I haven’t been for a while now. I try to convince myself that if we keep trying harder, it might work. But a part of me thinks otherwise. It thinks I should’ve gave it time earlier than now, or that we should slow down and not spend so much time together. I just think I need friend time. Time to not worry about shit like this right now. College is coming up, and I don’t want to have to worry about holding a relationship, keeping my grades up, and keeping a steady job. That’s just all too hard. I honestly don’t know how I feel anymore about this, it’s bad, and really late notice, but I just don’t know if I feel the same anymore. I just want to know how I feel, and what I want. I just hope that sometime soon I can see it all clearly. I’m confused to what needs to happen. I’m bummed.
